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7th grade - the worst grade of my life. Because of the spitballs, bullying, and general stupidity I had to go through. :/

I’ve been bullied for being too fat, later for being too thin, for being a geek and generally not fitting in.

I used to deliberately get questions wrong in tests, and try ridiculously hard to be ‘cool’ like everyone else.

Funnily enough it stopped when I stopped pretending to be someone else, and found myself. It was actually when I started drawing about 4 years ago. Now people know that I’m a weirdo, and they don’t care. :>

For being that weird girl who just randomly showed up one day and can’t speak.

It took about around a year and half of hard work to get fully past the language barrier; after that things got better. Mostly because certain people realized I won’t just sit there and take their shit, and now I’ve got the means to vocalize it instead of just shuffling into the corner to plot passive-aggressive revenge.